Monday, July 14, 2008

It hurts, but I must remember to trust God...


I hurt today, emotionally, mentally, spiritually. It hurts all the way to the core of who I am. I don't know why Satan, the snake he was made, the snake that will crawl on his belly until the end of time. Our family has been stunned, shocked, been torn to pieces by one thoughtless action, & now the whole family is involved, not mildly but very deeply.
My peace has been ripped apart, torn from my heart, as people become selfish, not listening to God's word. They hurt so many because they just don't want to try anymore. I've cried, I've questioned God, I don't understand why-but the hurt that has hit our family feels like we were hit by a tornado & lost all our possesions, to the extent that rebuilding just isn't worth it. My husband is sick, having problems with his blood pressure that I worry his health is deteriorating to the point he will never be well again.
Why I don't know-but God does & I know He will give us answers in His own time, in His own way. Pray for us in the next few days, weeks to come. Pray that God will show us why all this has happened, why our family has to hurt as we are now.

6 comments:

Hootin' Anni said...

Hi!
Welcome to Bloggers over 50! I've added your "Wooly Socks" to the list, you may have to refresh your browser to see your link on the blog roll, and if there is another blog you wish to add let me know!

Hope you can peruse the list of members 'our age' and find some lasting friendships.

Chelsey said...

Just wanted you to know I am praying for you sweet sister. I don't know what all is going on, but the Lord does and I know He is so faithful. Praying that the Father would hold you tight in His arms and give you peace that would surpass ALL understanding!

Chelsey said...

Just wanted you to know I am praying for you sweet sister. I don't know what all is going on, but the Lord does and I know He is so faithful. Praying that the Father would hold you tight in His arms and give you peace that would surpass ALL understanding!

Crochetoholic said...

Hello,
Can you please email me about Swap n'Tails for June. We have not heard from you whether you got your package or mailed to your kitty swapper??? Miz Allie Cat...aka mommy crochetoholic
calcrochetnut@msn.com
thnak you

Thru Pink Curtains said...

Satan wants to win but he won't because in the end Jesus will win and we have hope in Him. Jesus still loves you. Take heart and keep holding on....

siren416 said...

I will definitely keep you in my prayers.
One of the scriptures that has helped me deal lately:
"For I know the plans I have for you", says the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you a hope and a future". - Jer 29:11

Siren
http://www.chicksnsticks.wordpress.com